100!

My 100th post! Yesterday was the first time that I skipped posting in the last 3 months. Partially cause I didn't have anything clear to write about and partially because I was watching a movie. :P

Spent most of the day listening and occasionally questioning. Expecting tomorrow to be a more enlightening day. A lot more thought needs to be put in. Plan to take a leave tomorrow too.

Feeling extremely restless and I know what the reason is. Can't do anything about it. Just continue feeling this way and carry on. I have never asked much but I guess at times even not-much is too much to ask for. Tragic. Specially when you are bloody sure you deserve it :) I hate the fact that I do not have any control over where things are going and I hate that. I hate it when I do not have control over the outcomes and circumstances.

All I need is a confirmation of the Grand Finale but apparently no one knows it. No one seems to have the answer to the riddle. I feel like the supporting actor of my own story. Its not a good role, specially when its your story. And the biggest problem is that I don't want to give it all up, leave it behind and walk on. I just keep getting the feeling that its not the end yet. There's still more to the story, the climax is yet to come and I hope that it has a happy ending, I like happy endings. Sad endings leave a bigger impact but the former leaves you satisfied at the end and makes it all worth while. All good!